Viva La Vida

Happy Thanksgiving!

Today I will eat turkey like theres no tomorrow! Psh. Like if I need the extra weight :[ . Oh well. My dad left to work. The good part is, he'll come back early! [I Hope...]. To my utter disapointment I'm depressed. Damn I hate school breaks. Theres nothing to do at home. I wanna go to school! Ugh. The only thing I can do is make these 3 extra days go by fast.

I've been working on some poetry lately. Its not that bad. Just creepy. You should see my first three poems. There about killing myself. But you know I won't kill myself because i hate blood. I mean..blood is pretty but also...scary. I get the chills from looking at that red shit. Maybe an overdose....IF DANIELLE IS READING THIS. I'M KIDDING. I WON'T DIE FROM AN OVERDOSE. Or will I? Only time can tell. Lets see what happens through out my days in the future.

Well Adios Losers

-Kalulu

Just Dance

Haha. This week has been the happiest week of my Freshmen year and nothing really happened. All we did was take tests and watch movies and draw on the board and shit. But for some reason, I was in the happiest mood of my life. And I had cold to. I should get sick more often. I guess I can say, I forgive Rian for going to the Cobra Starship and rubbing it my face later and for making fun of my beloved Edward Cullen. If Rian is Reading This " YOU KNOW EDWARD IS SEXY! DON'T DENY YO". Anyway, as I was saying. It wasnt that bad, I want this week to be next week. Please brighten up my future days

This Ain't a Scene, its a God Damn Rat Race

Everything I do is
Wrong
Everthing I say is
Belittled
The Choices I Make are
Stupid
I hate what I have
Become
I destest the fact that I have to
Hide
I Think I need a
Shrink

A Story to Tell Your Dog

At the library being bored. I do nothing here basically, but it's my escape from home,school,ect...
Life has been a dread so far. I just discovered that Rian is going to a Cobra Starship Concert. I hope he breaks his neck Crowd Surfing. If Rian is reading this, I mean every word (for now that is). Lately, i've been very sick in the head. All I think about is DEATH. How to die, why to die, when to die....yeah....I think I need a shrink...and a hug, but mostly the shrink. Well, this killed a good amount of time. Lately, I have been suffering from boredom seizures because my internet is down. Damn Verizon. I hope they BURN. Its there fault i'm bored and I flip through channels at random. Its also there fault I make balloon animals to pass the time...I can't make ballons animals for life. But oh well. Its ok. Anyway, the Verizon dude said he was coming today at 5 P.M to fix it. I hope he comes. I need my precious internet back <----Lord of the Rings Moment.

OH OH and I forgot. Every song title I use as a heading, will be displayed. That way, you know way i'm talking about.

Well...Yeah. I'll Type more later.

-10 minutes later after trying to put the music- Nevermind. This computer is evil and it hates me.

Everything is NOT Alright

Ok, so if you noticed, my blogs have a song titles but I change the title a little. Hehe. Yeah...you'll notice that a lot. Just thought you might want to know.

News Break
Ok, So remember in my first blog how I said I was leaving to County Ave.? Well the sad part is...I might not even be going to County Ave. I might be going to a different school. Yet, there is still hope. I have 2-3 more months. Until then I'm living life to the fullest and praying I don't leave Secaucus. Theres 50/50 chances on both of this. Hopefully, I get the good 50.

P.S. Don't die on me, Danielle !

-Kalulu

I Want to Rock and Roll All Night and Color Everyday

Talk about an odd day. I did nothing this morning so I colored for 2 hours, non-stop. Talk about exciting. My crayons kept on breaking so I need to buy some more. And a new coloring book. I feel like a kid again <3.>

I'm moving back to.....COUNTY AVE.


Some where in December. So yeah, you'll be seeing me there next month. Believe it or not, I will miss this house though. But our time has come to move some where else for a while. Some where far away from an evil aunt and her two demon childern.The other one ain't so bad.So yeah.. COUNTY AVE, HERE I COME.